Tuesday, August 31, 2010

U push all ur way through and made me convince, big congrats u did it.. Till i realise everything was jus a lie, i don knw how you gonna make me convince again, i don knw how to believe in e words u say, i don knw how should i face u or shd i say how u shd face me? I don knw whats wrong with all the fcuk up things going on and on, i don knw why e fcuk my life became like this.. A wrong step in life? Regret? I shouldnt come to all this point and i cant.. I've so much to think, so much to worry, so much to scare but why things jus cant goes smoothly for me? Isit too hard for god to grant wishes? I don ask for much, all i wan is jus to be happy, to have my happiness thats all.. It takes two hands to clap, tyvvm for the things u do..

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

I dont know what got into me to make me feel like blogging at this time! And actually i gt nothing much to blog abt also la, LOL! Cos frm mon to thurs i'm looking after my dearest prince, fri and sat was drinking.. Let me recall what have i did over e last weekend........ Fri was mj-ing with qin, zg and kt thn was Guess Where 2 with qin, gin, kenny, kel n cai after that meet amerllia n her sis dwn Df to find hubby.. Its definitely a FUN night cos idk how i got home!!! LOL!! As for sat, stayed hm as hubby nt gg either.. Sun went back mum place to fetch baby back home and have steamboat, how nice!
I'm craving for mac's mcwings now, and idk shd i order and gain few kg when i FINALLY slim dwn.. When i was preg i used to eat as much as i can and i don even bother hw much i gain bt now!!! AWWWWW~! Anw i'm really damn tired but i just cant sleep !!! :( And i just hope aug come fast, cos im scared la! And when im out with baby i've to bring him back home before sunset which im gonna have a hard time every sun cos i wake up e sun also going to set alr!!!